I just want to know what is so horrible about me that makes me unloveable.. why. I can’t do this anymore… I CANT ALONE.
Listen, find someone you trust and talk to them. Don’t let these feelings drive you to do something horrible. Your family and / or friends need to know how serious this is and what you’re thinking. There’s nothing wrong with you. You just need help to be able to see that xxx
This is a real place called The Devil’s Pulpit in Scotland and I want to go.
Be still my heart.